slap

This morning I woke up and the weather was PERFECT! but I had this feeling deep in my gut that the weather doesnt guarantee my day to be good. and I'm not going to lie to you, it was kind of a rough morning for me.(because I was being a baby) but then TRUTH slapped me in the face.
so as I got into the Word, already feeling like a failure in ministry and so on..this is what I read:

"giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in light. He has delivered us from the domain of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins." Colossians 1:12-14

To my relief, so plainly, it is the Father's doing that has QUALIFIED me to share in the inheritance of the saints.
It is God's work that has delivered me from darkness
and God's work that has transferred me to His kingdom and given more great things.
so why would ministry or my life plan be up to me today?

TRUTH:
"God's Past faithfulness, demands my present trust in Him."
meaning, reliance on His plans, His doings, Him completely...
Less of me, more of You please!