It is what it is.

Do you ever feel like you're not good at anything specifically?
I don't condone pity parties, so I won't throw myself one. But I often get awestruck by my lack of passion for life in general and overall incompetence. and the areas where I do consider myself gifted have persons far more passionate, outgoing, intelligent, skilled, creative and so on..

I repeatedly tell myself that my worth is entirely in Christ. Which is true.
So I guess ultimately I get the most frustrated that I ever feel worthless and take it upon myself to define worth when it is solely from throne of God.

Lord, give me direction, areas to serve and contentment in Your providence which is everything pertaining to life and godliness. Help me to not be self centered. Show me how to live a truly abundant life and how to love and extol mercy in a manner worthy of being called Yours.

That's all for now.